Should I pity those who bought LV bag worth $20,000 to $40,000 just bcoz they were looked down at their workplace and trhreatened going to lost their job???
Should I pity those driving MPV to work just bcoz their management threatened to terminate them if they do not work overtime often?
Should I pity those who were threatened termination if they take too many sick leaves aka MC??
Should I pity those who change their furnitures at home every 3 months just bcoz the management questioned their capability to do their work??
Should I pity those who has own business - company earning $40,000 monthly just bcoz they need to save up to send their children to overseas for study??
Should I??
Then, who is going to pity me who has NOTHING in this world except a FAT body??
Who is going to pity me when I have no job..???
Who is pitying me right now bcoz I have no place of my own to live independently??
Who is pitying me if I say that what those people are encountering is the same as what I am encountering at work - NO SECURITY OF EMPLOYMENT???
Who is pitying me when I was told MOST PROBABLY my employment will not be confirmed bcoz I do not wish to learn TRADEMARKS and transfer to its department??
WHO IS PITYING ME???!!!!!!
Let me say this - NO ONE PITIES ME..that's the bitter fact in my life..I have NO ONE pitying me except my parents who have no other choices but to pity me bcoz I am their child..if I am others' child, I can assured you that I would be living by the street as a homeless in Singapore..hehehehehe..So, why should I hear or listen to others' bitter encounters at workplace and sympathise when NO ONE is doing the same towards me..
WHY SHOULD I BE THE KINDHEARTED ONE???
Why can't I be the heartless one???
That's what happened on Monday night when my mother started a conversation about my lil sister's bitter encounters at her workplace..JUST PAMPERED!..And she wanted to have a "CRYING" session with me..which I managed to stop IMMEDIATELY with my piece of mind..Yes! STOP! Just STOP IT! To me - if my lil sister lost her job even, she has a HUSBAND to feed her..if her employment is terminated due to her always taking sick leaves aka MC, she has herself to be blamed for it to happens..
Why must she always share this kind of thingy to our mother..???
Can't she STOP making our mother worry for nothing???
I just do not know why..
I told my mother off that I DO NOT NEED to hear or listen to anything about my lil sister and other siblings' issues in life..I DO NOT NEED extra burden or things to worry/think about in my life..bcoz I have my own to worry and think about..I have NO HUSBAND or SUGARDADDY to feed me if I lost my job..I have to face it MYSELF and solve it on my own..I cannot rely or depend on anyone to handle everything concerning my life..I have my own bitter encounters at workplace too but I DO NOT share with my mother..FOR WHAT?? For her to worry for nothing?? For her to condemn me more for being such a FAILURE in life?? FOR WHAT, right??!!
I just walked away into my bedroom after I said what I meant to say..She just looked at me with her sad eyes..She knows how I dislike her talking about my siblings..Please lah, people..Please lah, siblings..Please lah, family..DO NOT SHARE any issues aka bitter encounters at workplace with me expecting me to listen whereas none of you even listening to my fair share of bitter encounters at workplace..Shooooooooooooooooo...STFU!!! Whoahahahahaha..Hehehehehehe..
*11 days before it is Christmas AGAIN..May my Christmas cards reached United States of America soooooooon...Miss my American Pie...Bill..hehehehehehe...*
