Actually early in the morning I was oreadi awakened by my mom's voice to eat breakfast but I was really lazy to get out of my bed..so, I continued the another episode of dreaming..ahakz..😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴
In my dream, I was on vacation✈✈✈✈✈..*yeah right..in the midst of being jobless & penniless..but who cares anyway..*..I was walking towards a place like the Coliseum in Rome, Italy..I was over-excited😘😘😘😘😘..felt like jumping up & down..but I controlled my elegant..*step demure lah pulak*..
The Coliseum in Rome, Italy is my dream vacation in spring...eventhough I love winter..but it is best to visit Italy in spring..& I don't know why..just feel like it!🌷🌷🌹🌹🌹🌻🌻🌻💐💐💐🌺🌺🌺
Back to my dream..
As I was walking towards the "Coliseum", I felt kinda dejavu, babeeeey..I looked at the marbled flooring..hmmmm..looks familiar..but where..Then, I looked up & was shocked..Masya Allah..Right in front of me, stood the magnificent Kaabah in Masjidil Haram, Makkah..🌠🌠🌠🌠🌠
I started to wonder where I am actually😵😵😵😵😵..I was standing at the exact spot where I did begged God to erase my deep love towards Muhammad Paul Crispin in 2008..😥😥😥😥I looked around me..at a corner, some Arab looking men wearing the Ihram were taking selfies *sempat ehk tengok abang-abang Arab ehk..nottiii..*😍😍😍😍😍..huh?? selfie??? I turned around & there it is..Kaabah..as if smiling at me..
"Why am I here??", asked my heart..💓💓💓💓
"Come on..lets do the Tawaf", said a voice coming from nowhere & no one..
I quickly went to the starting point of Tawaf & do the Tawaf..Still wondering my purpose there..I do have a dream to perform the Haj pilgrimage someday..once I reached 45..hmmmm..Don't tell me that this dream is the exact scenario I will be in during my Haj pilgrimage..All alone..No mom & dad..Just me in Makkah..
Realising its possibility, I felt sad..very saaaad..In the past I dreamt to perform Haj pilgrimage with my husband..that white hubby lovely dovey..haiiiiiiizzzzz..looks like no white hubby for me..😞😞😞😞😞😞but I still don't mind going with my "lost" buddy, Zulkifli..haiiiiiiizzzzz..looks like no luck even going with him..my honey pot skin brother lovey dovey..saaaaaaad..I will be all alone performing Haj pilgrimage..😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Then, I woke up..heart beats fast💓💓💓💓💓💓..my chest in pain..like mild mini heart attack..I woke up in shock😱😱😱😱😱..Luckily no stroke so far..Alhamdulillah..I'm still alive!
