Currently my life is tough..I'm still breathing but seem life just meaningless..Applied many jobs..Attended few interviews but again no luck to be hired..Did occurred to me, maybe someone out there sabotaged me..huh? Me? That's funny?? No joke..
I was once sabotaged by one of my former superiors just bcoz he was unhappy when I decided to quit..I love my job but his lack of leadership just ruined everything..making my working life there felt like living hell..
What he did??
He badmouthed about me with 2 potential future employers..There goes my chances flushed down the toilet bowl bcoz of my super duper childish superior..just a pain in my ass..😠😠😠😠😠😠
Who told me about this betrayal??
Some former colleagues overheard his conversations & immediately alerted me..Told me not to list him as one of my referees when I'm jobhunting..#PengKHIANAT..Terrible! #TakGunaPunyaJantan..Really never expected him to be sooooooooo not professional & childish too..well, Karma will deal with him personally..hmmmm..I think partially dealt with him..JERK!!!😬😬😬😬😬
So now, I did have such suspicious thinking going on in my head sometimes..That's the negative syndrome I always have..😁 😁 😁.. Whereas my positive syndrome - maybe it is still not time yet for me to return to the workforce..God wants me to rest..ahakz..excuses..excuses..excuses..sighiiiiiiing...
But again, I hate being penniless..No money..I can't pay up all my bills..I hate the feelings of owing others money..hate it! 😣😣😣😣😣 So, what should I do now?? Where should I head for..??? I wish I know the answer..but I don't!!!!
A part of me feels like running away..far away from this island of Singapore..but where should I go??? How I wish I have a "kampung" or village where I can run to..Stay there for a time-being..#jadiGadisPingitan..oit..oit..😍😍😍😍😍..until the situation here calms down..just lead a simple village life..but the problem is - I have no "kampung".. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭..so, where to run away to..especially with no money???
I need to calm down..inhale..exhale..inhale..exhale..waaaah..so dramatic me!!! Hello..Hello..If you, readers are going thru' the same situation, surely dramatic too..what do you expect - sing a long session??? Huh??? Don't judge me, ok..if not many issues jumble up into one big case, I'm not like this..Drama Queen..I'm not going to pretend everything is OK..when nothing is OK..✌✌✌✌
Thinking what to do next...anything can be done...?????
