I just don't know what to write..living situation kinda bad..I've lots of bills outstanding..I just don't know how to settle it all..really sad..but I found it is no use crying over this living situation..Tears will not make money dropping from the sky..😤😤😤😤😤
Then yesterday, I sprained my left knee again..heard a "pop" sound when I bend over to do my prayer..really hurts! Thinking of the pain really making me feel like screaming out loud to God & asked "Why me???"..but I told myself that I needed to calm down..crying will not ease the "twisted muscle" pain anyway..How to work if like this?? Just clueless..😑😑😑😑
I rubbed some ointment on my left knee after Isyak prayer..some burning sensation..placed a pillow below my left leg..Indeed I felt really hopeless in pain..Again, my heart asking,"What have I done to deserve all these??"..😡😡😡😡
I just sighed..tried to smile at my pains..tried to think positive..tried to see the blessing behind all these..seriously, I'm just too blind to see all of it right now..My heart aches..My knee in pain..My bank account shrinking..I just don't know what more to do & say..😷😷😷😷😷
