At last, my former colleague at SLAB is getting married. Received the invitation via WhatsApp last night. I am soooooooo happy for Faith's wedding..I salute her determination to get herself married - that's her wish said to me when we had lunch together last year after she broke up with her previous boyfriend. At first, I told her not to rush in but think deeper about the possibility to find that someone to get married with..someday. Indeed I do not encourage anyone - not even my best friends to follow my footstep to remain unmarried forever..
Is there forever in anything in this world??? Wallahu'Alam..Only God knows!
Does Faith's wedding inspire me indirectly?? A bit..But I shall not rush in bcoz I still have many countries to travel to..Yes! I know that some people will commented that I can always go travelling with my spouse but I doubt that my future spouse is those kind a man who loves travelling like me..I have no hope of finding & marrying someone who is a traveller i.e. like Xavier, my French pal who loves travelling.
Maybe someday I will get married..Maybe marriage just remind as a myth in my life..I am letting God decides on that part of my life. As for now - I am contented to be unmarried person who loves to travel solo..As for now - I am glad that Paul Crispin is the last man I ever fall in love deeply with..Not that I am still not over him; it is just no easy to have a CEO replaced...Hehehehhe..well, I am just that lucky once a blue moon..The rest of the time - plain unlucky..
Also, to me personally - I wish for someone who can love me as who I am..plus can make my living situation better than what it is at present..if not, I shall not regret for remaining to stay unmarried for good..What's the point of having a spouse who can't give me more than my parents & I can give more to me..That's my mindset right now..Yes! Indirectly it seems like demanding but I confidently believe I deserved the best after going thru' too many heartpains just by loving those men who never appreciate me..I am not sorry to say - I hate downgrade! So, who's next after my CEO ex-boyfriend??? Lets God decides...hehehehehe..
Overall, I pray may Faith's marriage fills with alot of joys, loves and happiness..may the marriage lasts til' eternity..Ameeeeen..
RSVP: I am going to Faith's wedding on the 26 March 2016...Yeeeeeaaaaayyy...
Note: What to wear??? Hmmmmm...still thinking...a Cheongsam perhaps...hmmmm...
