Years ago, this incident happened when I was unemployed & at the same time my mom was hospitalised..😔😔😔😔😔😔
2 beloved friends of mine wanted to give me treats - dinner at Swensen on separate occasions..At first I didn't want to bcoz of the situation I was in but as usual, they came to my house to fetch me..Their intention was just to cheer me up & not be depressed with the situation I was in..So, we had dinner at Swensen on 2 separate nights..😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
As usual, I uploaded pictures from those 2 separate occasions on my FB account & happily tagging the 2 kind souls..Well, I was just grateful & thankful to still have friends when I had nothing..Also,..At least I knew then that I was not being left alone when I had nothing! 😘😘😘😘😘😘
Surprisingly the very next morning, I found out the chaos caused by those pictures uploaded on my FB account..Some tramps from high school instigated someone in my family to bash me upfront online..I was really disappointed when private messages send indicated I was having jolly good times while my mom hospitalised..😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨
There I was asking myself,"Where I did wrong?? I don't deserved a meal treat & a friend when I had nothing???"..That's the first time I cried (after the breakup with Paul Crispin) again in front of a friend who coaxed me to be patient..😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣
I told her,"God gives me breakups, I had withstand too many betrayals until that breakup with Paul Crispin, I just could not stand anymore..I asked God,"What's wrong now??"..I kept losing my jobs, I still put on my joyous mood..God does not give me a rich husband, I still can enjoy this life..Now, I don't deserved to sit down & have my dinner with my friends bcoz I am not contributing to the family?? Next is what?? I should just jump off a building & be dead?? Why God needs to test me in this manner???"..😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My friend responded,"It is not easy to enter heaven..Remember what the ustaz said?? To enter university, you have to sit for an entry exam..What more to enter Heaven, surely God going to test you alot.."..😂😂😂😂😂
My eldest brother approached & questioned me about the incident & I told him everything - my friends were trying to cheer me up..bcoz I was unemployed & my mom was hospitalised..I had no money for a busride even but those 2 kind souls came to the house, fetched me & paid my bus fare..C'mmon..When friends have taken such a big step to bring you out, should I say,"No"??? I don't think so. My eldest brother's comment - "You, women are too messy..Fight over tiny issue.."..Hellooooooo, bro! I had no issue but those tramps from high school *yang sakit hati sampai busuk hati tu apahal*..😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
Eversince that moment, I deleted those pictures & those tramps from high school..Few months later, I deactivated the account..Created new one..Deactivated again..Create new FB account again but no more those tramps & family members in my list..except few relatives who know how to keep their mouths shut up..MYOB..I have learnt my lesson!
Due to that incident, family ties severed badly instantly..No one sees eye to eye anymore in my family..Yes! Even my mom was caught stating that my friends have bad influences on me..But as usual, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! Nowadays, I just keep quiet about who my friends are..If any family members or those tramps bumped into me & my friends, I just pretended not knowing them..There were a few times the family members came up to me & asked,"So, you still friend with that fella?" bla bla bla..I just ignored them..I didn't entertained such question..😁😁😁😁😁😁
So, now that I am again unemployed; I just hope all my friends will stay away from me for awhile..Not to worry about me having no job..I will try my best to solve it..I will definitely contact & meet my friends once I have a job! As for now, just lay low..I don't want anyone to be "blacklisted" by my family members just bcoz my friends tried to cheer me up..I appreciate the kind thoughts & intentions but I apologise that my family members do not share the same opinions as mine..To those tramps from high school & my family members, jobless & penniless person like me DOES NOT DESERVED to receive such privilege ie "free" meals..😚😚😚😚😚😚
This reminder will be repeated each time invitation to "free" meals been received!😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
