At crossroad..
Three choices..
1) To continue / remain as Muslim forever..despite my faith & belief in Islam are fading..
OR
2) To be agnostic..still believe God might exists..continue living with belief that everything depend on humans themselves..not some force called "God"..
OR
3) To be atheist..no longer believe that there's a God in this world..& that all my life has been a lie..lied by those Muslims around me..
Which is which???