"A man gives so much problems in my life so, I choose not to have any man anymore..Im ok with my current life..I just need to focus in my work & bringing up my child..", a celebrity actress said..
When I saw this, I can really relate to..What did all the men I know so far have done for me in life besides giving me sleepless nights..lots of distractions..migraines now & then..heartaches once a blue moon?? Happiness?? Only for a short while..only 10%..Not trying to be ungrateful but that's the truth..That's why after Paul Crispin left, I told myself enough is enough..No more love relationship with hope of getting married..Just casual friendship will do..Just remembering the great loving moments will be nice once in awhile..Thanks God, my ex-Harlem willing to be there for me when I needed help when I could not do something..With Harlem, I know that I don't need to give myself any hope of "happily ever after" bcoz I know the limitations between him & me..That I thanked God always..for sending someone who can tolerate my firm standing & with whom I can be myself..Even when Im travelling, I just enjoy the moment of relaxing..No such thing as hoping to bump into the next man I will fall in love with..At overseas too, I thank God that Harlem would call just to remind me - NO NEW MAN! Alhamdulillah! It is going to be 9 years since the last love relationship I had..Alhamdulillah..May it remain forever that way..No more heartbreak & tears - that's for sure! Inshaaaa Allah - more happiness, fun, peace & love towards myself as years gone by..
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